Monday, February 02, 2009

A Random Train of Thought...

Some days I just can't justify my getting out of bed. I think today is one of those days. Sometimes I just look at myself and where life is going. Often I feel compelled to kick my own ass for the decisions made, or rather the lack there of, allowing my fear to hold me back and not let me take the chances that not I regret not taking. And days such as this, I find myself standing at that precipice, pondering if today is the day that I will take the plunge and do something, not about the regrets of the past, but working to prevent the regrets of the future. Usually, I just shrug my shoulders, put taking the leap off for another day, and move on with life as it is. But every now and then, a decision is made to do something. The realization that you are what you do, after all, not what you what have done, pops into my head, and I take that deep breath as I step from the cliff into unknown waters.


Will today be one of those days?


Probably not...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This was on Jon's blog:
Do me a favor... Cherish every moment, every little thing you get to share with the people you care about. Don't let little grudges or spats get in the way of something bigger and better... Life is so good when we live it and not watch it pass by. So get off the couch, away from the computer, turn off the Playstation, skip the gym, and go live your life. It's not gonna last forever. And I don't know about you but I don't wanna look back and say; "What if...?"